"...I want everyone to be corrupt to the bones" - George Orwell
Tonight in celebration we played numerous drinking games, one of which being ten fingers. I try to play it everytime because pretty soon, I’m just always going to lose and tonight I think I realized I may have officially outgrown it.
Ten fingers or “Never-Have-I-Ever” is when everyone holds up ten fingers and people going around saying something they’ve never done (usually some sexual act, or drug. because that keeps it informative and juicy) and if anyone around them has done it they put down a finger. The person with no fingers left is the loser.
Well, playing today I realized I didn’t give a fuck if out of ten people I was second to last on the losing scale. I mean, who cares if I’ve done this, and tried that? I fucking LIVE my life.
I try shit out, I taste this, I drink that, I allow it. I explore and try and learn what I like and what I don’t regardless of prudes, and jealous bitches judgements. Hell yeah let’s take naughty pictures! I live my life and I hope that whatever career I choose it be one that allows me to CONTINUE living such a lifestyle that I enjoy, rather that worry and hide every photograph because it “might” offend someone. If theres no nudity or explicit drug use in the hands of a law enforcement agent then it’s a motherfucking go.
FUCK YOU for you’re virginal, clean, judgemental point of view.
I have done this and that sexually, and yes I have smoke that and snorted that, and I fucking LOVED it. And will continue to, until I decide I don’t want to anymore.
I’m not running away from shit, I’m adding on to the quality of my life, learning, tasting, trying.
I’m perfectly satisfied with my freewill, my anti-purity, and raging wilderness, you and your virtue can suck my metaphorical dick.
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